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Name: sayakai (just call me jes
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: New York City
Birthday: 3/18/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Ghost in the shell! chobits! lol luv anime like singing (she forbids to) like gothrock, style gothic lolita style (they're soo cute!aka kawaii!) and moi dix mois!! and like hideto and gackt and mana .and Aoi (hes cute)
Likes writing stories (online or handwritten) and just stares at the ceiling when bored ,urgh... soo boring lol anyways etc.
Expertise: drawing ,singing, and well writing stories which no-one ecept some few people will read it (hehehe i'm too shy to show it!)
Occupation: Medical
Industry: Art
Message: message me
AIM:  fallenangela145
MSN: spiritgurl135
Member Since:
11/25/2004
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| These guys are finally MEN i can HUNT for xD. welll to bill anyways their party was O_O omg surprisingly cute. (no i wasn;t there but from the news i heard it's nice)
ANYWAYS MOI Jess is waiting here for them to come >.>
school is coming college applications are annoying me but i'm so confused I WANNA BE NURSE.
anyways I have ajapense penpal my summer was good i slept A LOT. i did. very much so.
other than that i met loads of online friends whom i care and LOVE and will always Love them ^ ^ and hope to have a chance to met them in person!! (yes Anat me wuv ya)
other than that.... I've been busy writing fan fictions as usual this time with my Bill obsession .
I'm learning to play the Bass this time so I currently the Vocalist(singer) guitarist/bassist for the church -.- it annoys me
but oh welll... they likeit, will go head and do that for them otherwise....
schiesse witht he world XD. I miss my friends and love them to death... moi in love? HA! nope... i'm too busy
enjoying my obsession and music escapades with german and jrock in general. so NO love for MOI. except my friends and family of course.
well goodnight and love you all...
if any of you want to talk for any reasons online (just say who you are and where you got my s/n) ^ ^
i'm mostly available thorugh Msn
Msn:Spiritgurl135
yahoo: Hollacol56
Aim: fallenangela145
jabber:sayakai.livejournal
Gmail talk: jmjessic
and if by accident you are a TH fan and are in th forums
i'm hygate ova there = )
BAI BAI *waves*
-Jess
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| nothing to do except study but it's much more boring...
i finished two stories within two weeks (yah and i did that while studying too) that's how obsessed with the damn fanfiction i was. I might start uploading here if i ever remember ... right now 'm kinda of writing like the last part of the story (ihope it is cuz my mind has been flooded about Tokio Hotel and Bill kaulitz XDDD)
you know what i've realized this week...
I think i might have some feeling for my own cousin ... for some odd reason... even though he's only one close to me...
it's odd to think about it now... cuz all i know is ever since i hugged him that way it''s ....weird now..BAH
anyways can't like the guy.too short lol well actually... i can't really be too much with my relatives...
(literally there's a long story to it and i'm so lazy to explain it )
other than that yah i'm good.... hoping i passed the final and regents ...beh
right now i'm bored listening to BOA (Uk band) not the korean singer... earlier i was listening to Imogean Heap with temposhark..
I Wanna travel so badly.... but first I wanna see my brother in Japan... since I haven't talked to him for so many months..
My sister graduated she's looks prettier than me... but oh well... the one common thing we have... is we hate being really girly..but we're the complete opposite in music tastes...
and hair color (she's blond*dyed it* HELL i am not doing blond darker colors looks much better than lighter colors)
urgh... i'm hungry i want sulungtang =^ ^=
and it's official now...I'm addicted to Bill XDDD shit... i get shivers on "Sacred" song... I always do...
I MUST STOP LIstening to the song before i get any worse...
I've already started with the nervousness and hand trembling with the song... but any other song he sings i'm fine
except Don't Jump song.... that is the most destroyed / worst translation ever from german to english.( i cannot stand it) can't believe they like that song...
anyways other info about him... hm... i just found out he has handbags...
I . am. completely.shocked...NOT EVEN GACKT HAS THAT!?!?!?!
but they're ugly (the handbags)but who cares... Bill's is effeminate .. but he just talks a lot ugh... like my dad...(But in a good way)
There's till issues and grudges about my dad...that i don't even wanna talk about.
I called Joewin last night... i old him pretty much everything about my life excluding the personal lives of my friends cuz he doesn't need to know about them.... man he's like my substitute of Kinya/Norman.
I haven't spoken to Norman pretty much every since he left...he calls me but ... everytime he does i'm busy doing something and when i call back it's already late.... i miss him but you know... i didn't cry or anything from the brake up like i did before...hmmm
maybe i'm sick and tired of relationships lol... probably i am...yah I aM.... I've also found about myself is that I like romantic guysand who like serious relationships ... but i'm not romantic myself XDDD how screwed up is that? lol I was before with Harry, but now... errrm No.ahahaha... i'm really a screwed up woman.. oh wells I'm getting sick tired of men nowadays... especially the ones in my block....they're whores either way.....I just can't wait to get out of here and MOVE somewhere out of Harlem...well i think that's enough of my rambling...
LOLS
SONGS I recommend you to LISTEN:
Boa-Near me
boa-Daylight japanese..
Boa-Be the hero (remixed)
Temposhark- Don't mess with me ( this is good especially if any girls hate their exes)
Temposhark feat. Imogen Heap- Not that Big ( this is good especially if any girls hate their exes)
and lastly
Tokio Hotel-break away
well much love
Jess
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| bored...
dancing my ass off to immi songs
I <3 Immi! she's the best.
I miss my volunteer place they were so nice to me today... since it was the lasy day
i will treasure them in my heart
especially pauline... she was like my 3rd mother.
I'm falling for classical music with a mixture of different genres now...
I guess that's supposed to happen since I was surrounded by classical music in my childhood yrs.
Gosh I miss the Mozart piano piece #3 ^_^.
sshessh gotta study for next week and oh
MAY 4th is RING DAY!!
I'm gonna get my uglied ring but i love it cuase i love chs ^_^
P.s guys i'm single again but NO i am not looking for another guy.... too busy
i don't have time to waste . more on career and prolly or hopefully not ( unless he's smart, gentlemen and doesn't not think women are inferior. but just like Tamaki!!*psst he's older too!!*)meet the future husband T_T
I miss my friends man we're so close to being seniors.... GAH! I hate to think about it!!!
me <3 Norman he was coolest boyfriend and such a smarrtass... who's such a great raper *kidding i mean singer*and cares for me ...me miss him.
ooooooooooohhhh..... it's Immi TIME!!
cya
Luv
Jess
*Jess recommends to listen to Not that big By temposhark feat. Imogen Heap ( Immi)/ or listen to other Immi songs on my playlist she's GOOD I tell ya!*
Artist she recommends
Zoe Keating
Imogen heap
Combichrist (not for light hearted)
Razed in black
Temposhark
Emilie autumn ( not for the VERY light hearted)*classical industrial*
and more on later entries.
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| wel it's MARch 10 friday was okay, tho that doc made feel dumb but now i feel smart heh!
Life has been so far busy a bit stressful, sleep deprived ( which i recored my 12 hrs of sleep today!!) lolz yes.
and some whta getting panda eye ^_^. Besides that I suddenly feel more a perfectionist than before...... I think listening a learning more about guitar tabs got into that. WANTING To BE BETTER heh.. it sux but it gives an advantage. My friends? great they're great except one of them is clingy to her own bf... ( iremember iused to be like that i'm not clingy myself anymore) so yep and my closest friend welll......... i dunno i kinda get annoyed sometimes but luckily i brush off that feeling ( i REALLY wouldn't want to lose her). Besides htat great news for me:
I AM GETTING MY CONTACTS BACK! so yep i flutter guys all yr round hehehe!!(right not interested) but yep
life's okay if ur meaning stress/workaholic,getting my health risker than ever before....
Oh well my mom is gonna send to me my parents hometown to make Dx on me just in case if I same some sort of circulatory problems... cuz well I get headaches more often and it feels like i'm about to have a stroke or a clog somewhere near my cartroid artieries........oh well...
Besides that My homeplace/neighborhood is the badest place you ever lived if u wanna become a drug addict or kind pin GO head there oppourtunties here.. but other than that someone successful welll you're gonna die where I am..... and unfortunately that's the way it is...
=( Bastard even my 1st grade guyfriend doesn't talk to me he become oneof "them" so were against each other...
I hate him... that bastard...
but I guess that's how life is
Unsatisfactory...
well I'll be okay
Luv
Jess
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